Poem # 50 Time will Tell

 There are no give a ways
 Miracles can depart and connect
Throw you down the wind
Chase you through a curb
Your running down the street
but your walking through the healing path
Learning everyday lesson through time
hoping for the best
Your time will come
and grow like flower

Poem#49 A Bad Person

A dark person
A strange form of miscommunication
misleading lie
full of despair and agony
surrounded by exceptions
and misbeleives
she stands in ice
crawling on the ground
freezing cold
her body surrounded by fear
her nails are black
she can barely feel them
numbness is in control

Poem #48 Calm Jealousy

The feeling is overriding

but smooth at the same time

Its hurts,grasp 

down to steal my very single breath

but still feels good

Happiness is purple, red and yellow for me 

but anger is on the other side of me

I want to be the best 

but at the same time I know iam not

I know iam part of the strawberry that is sweet but not the best

I know why

I do 

Iam learning to be in control  this demon 

that bites me with hope and fear

But iam still happy,not crying 

Poem #47- An Empty Cage

              

Burning in hell the egg riots into pieces

Does it have permission to nod or speak?

Or can it just lay there and be taken away

By a hurricane that has big wave

 and that is bright blue.

The black cage is getting closer

Getting ready to be eaten up

by a bird

Poem#46 Its just to bad

Its just to bad that you are not here

and all that iam surrounded by are holes that keep destroying me 

Sometimes it feels like iam breathing fire

that burns down into me

giving me fear and energy 

to carry my self on bars of steel and metal

A voice asks me 

are you afrid to fall?

I shout No No 

I can still surive

Poem #45 No Need To be Ashamed

Feelings are like birds flying around
they play hide an seek or choose to play catch
and expect you to get the ball
If missed the ball goes far away and you loose control
turing into a black cloud that is not yet determined
It pours white rain down into the stream full of poeple
you are alone faced by horror
one tear drops down
treaming and despair
next one comes down
and wets your face to become into a striaght ruler

Poem #44 A Hearts Angel

Welcome to this sweet and worderful world
were pople smile, work hard and dream
A are a great miricale that was sent here!
May you be the light and hope and a bright star
for your parents and people who meet you!
Your face says it all
you are gentle, smart and curious
which are all good things to inhert!
You remind me of a  beautiful rose
blossoms every single day
Like the sun, your are brave and ready to give
all you got!
May you contue to grow in something great and powerful!
thats my wish to you!