Your Peom... Enjoy!

You are so powerful
You go through my skin like the wind
leaving every organ in my body alive and soft
My organs are like gold
When I touch them, my fingers leave there stain
of perfume and bleach.
And when my organs start to bleed replace them with new ones
That make sound and cheer
The way you do
Draw a mouth on my kidneys
so I can tell to never stop taking
Tell then you love them and that
You are there glass of wine in times of grief
Help me! Lets go!

Always Crushing on the people I cant have

Wow.....  I get so lost in time
I mingle with my self hoping
to get your attention
but you keep on flipping the pages
cutting lemon on my head,
piece by piece while they melt on
my sculp.
I sip my tears like tea
because you are in it.
I chop my hands because they want
to be touched.
I take the bones out of my chest
so they dont crack when you dont hug me
My skin wants to wrinkle into yours to feel you
I want to breath on your forhead
My lips want to touch your eyes
so they can taste how sweet they are.
I want to taste your ash and know
that I was right... You are bueatiful.
like a golden coin

Let them Have you

They can have your face
your presence
your fever even if its a 100 degrees
they can have your voice that talks through the hill
they can see you walking
they can see you breathing
you can be their clock
that renews every season
they can have your unlimited time
I bet its sweet
having your ghost around them
you her them
you see them
you help them through
every bump in the hill
you pick them up when they fall and break their heads
and sew it back together.
tell me how does that feel huh.. tell me?
but than they go into a coma because you just leave them behind
but its ok
they will wake up with just a little part of you

Bye- Bye Student

Well I guess its here
your time has come
the stroller can push its self
The innocence is gone
Your leaving behind one part of a huge bracelet
tearing mine into pieces with your memory
holding nothing back your feathers fall
leaving them for me to gather
Shall I keep them?
Time flows like a blueberry
and when it finally bursts it
stains me with acid and breaks into a bruise
that no one can fix
Cut in half the skin breaks into little strings that can be tied together again
But I guess its your responsibility  now
While I sit here and watch the sky!

I Wish you Were my Family

Gosh! it feels like I am sticking a pin in my arm
or stapling my finger.
 Gosh, I don't know, which one is which
My heart stings into a piece of hard rock.
Gosh! I wish you were my family
Why were you born it to another family
leaving me with holes in my chest
I sit and put pennies in them so they
wont stay empty
covering my chest with foil after I am done.
The tape around it makes it stay
you know what a rainbow looks like
or a pack of red and blue M&Ms?
well I do!
Of coarse I do!
Well, what's your take on it?

The Hurting Brick

The first time,
The second time,
The third time,
The girl is full of blood,
Drowning in a tub of gulit.
Ashamed she stands there,
as she spreads the red paint
through her skin and body,
She feels like a broken strawberry
that has a heart like a clock,
ticking its way down to her spirt,
as she fills with pain of the things she
can not forget,
She is there when the brick hits again,
the first time
the second time
and the third time

New Poetry book out on amzon

Hi,  I just realised a poetry book on amazon called Butterfly Freedom: Who am I!!!
Book description: Butterfly Freedom: Who Am I is a poetry book that has many poems filled with so many different emotions that deals with being human and letting our feelings go and feeling good about it. So while reading be prepared to feel like a butterfly and be ready to spread out your feelings and begin to fly. Hope you guys like it!!!!!! :)
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