I give in to the pain

I admit you've won,
You got your trophy,
You want me to feel like I am living in the stove; bake at at 900 degrees. Let the steam come out of me. Does my body feel crisp and hot? Do I smell like a feast? Do I taste Good? I am waiting for an answer? How does it feel to see burn marks on my skin? Go ahead I am your roast beef; put that sauce on me. Eat away!! You deserve it.

You're too far Away

Sitting on chair wondering how fast loneliness kicks in.
Everyone in this place is so connected to each other and iam like the oil that has nothing to cook. They have the parts to make a whole sandwich that takes good.
The banana has someone to feed on.
But I am stuck with no one.
I used to have someone to talk to, but they are 10minutes away from me and the other one is 3 hours away.
Yep.
It hurts
My body is full of chills that have no we're to go.
I miss my people.
But that's how life is.

To My Learning Disability

I have known about you since 2014
I know your ghost that surrounds me day by day
You make my face shred into little pieces
I can see my flesh as every piece falls in front of me
So pink but so soft
You see i am a person
I go deep into a big ocean
then I come out as a shark
hoping to bite your heart
I rip your skin off with my teeth
Letting your blood dance into cold air
Letting it freeze alive
I stand in front you while you turn into to ice
But I laugh as you fade away
Ohh wait before you melt into the ground
don't forget your lunchbox
Enjoy your disgusting lunch
While I swim in your ashes

Your Peom... Enjoy!

You are so powerful
You go through my skin like the wind
leaving every organ in my body alive and soft
My organs are like gold
When I touch them, my fingers leave there stain
of perfume and bleach.
And when my organs start to bleed replace them with new ones
That make sound and cheer
The way you do
Draw a mouth on my kidneys
so I can tell to never stop taking
Tell then you love them and that
You are there glass of wine in times of grief
Help me! Lets go!